Nicky's Blog

Monday

Oh my gosh. Jermaine was at the bus stop and he doesn’t know who I am, let alone that he was the father of the baby I lost, I don’t know what to do, today’s just been such a dramatic day.

I was just listening to music on my i-Pod and suddenly I looked up and there she was lying in the road. I just wanted to help that’s all I wanted to do. Rachel (the foster brat) just pushed me out of the way like she was more important; I mean what was I supposed to do, just let her past? So I turned around and asked her why she did it and the stupid kid just stood there, so I said it a little louder and she said it was because she was in a hurry and wanted to help, I just walked off. I don’t want to waste my time on her.

I went and stood back at the bus stop, and two boys had just had a fight, so I went to see if they were ok. I started talking to Edward, one of the boys. He told me that the fight was because he thought that Harley, the other boy, had pushed the girl.

I was fuming with Rachel, she invades my home, my family, my life and then has the cheek to come near me let alone push me, I really hate her.

Wednesday

I got home from school today to find Rachel in my room trying on my clothes! I told her to get lost and then put the dress in the bin. I’m not going near anything she has touched!

Friday:

Today was just as bad as every day. I was walking Pippa just to get away from Rachel. She is driving me mad as usual, still being the perfect little child, which my parents love. I’ve been wracking my brains about what to say to Jermaine, I know that he needs to know, but I don’t know what to say. I can’t just go up to him and tell him that he got me pregnant in a one-night stand - he was so drunk that night he doesn’t even remember me. I don’t think he will take that very well.

Rachel has just come in the room so I’m going to stop writing now. I hate her and I don’t want her here any longer! I’ll have to think what I can do to get rid of her…