Monday Went to Rachel’s court hearing today – it’s been decided she can stay with us for the indefinite future, which I’m really pleased about. We all went to eat pizza to celebrate, but I found it hard to concentrate. I can’t believe how Jermaine reacted to the news about the baby; I think I won’t go to college for a while, so I don’t have to face him at the bus stop. I just wouldn’t know what to say or what to do. I’ll tell mum
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Monday
When I got to the bus stop this morning I saw Harley and suddenly felt all embarrassed. I know that I did the right thing by dumping him, but I hadn’t seen him since and I don’t know if he wants to talk to me.
I can’t stop thinking about my first counselling session, I’m still angry with Mum and Dad for making me go, there has never been anything wrong with me, but I suppose I did get something out of it.
Hang on I’ll be right
Monday
I started the day as per usual: got up, got ready, left the house in my normal happy mood. I know that sounds sarcastic, but when your parents do nothing but criticise the way you act, that’s the way you end up.
I headed for the bus stop. I was early, there was no one else there. I stood there for at least ten minutes before Jermaine turned up. It was awkward at first until he spoke to me. It was great - we had this great conversation until Rachel arrived.
Monday
I went to the bus stop this morning and I found graffiti over the side of the shelter - it said, ‘I hate my life’. I didn’t realise anyone felt the same as I did, I asked around but no one had a clue who wrote it.
I really think Harley likes Louise. I don’t feel that we should stay together much longer, I mean it’s obvious that we are two totally different people, I guess I’ll have to see how the next date goes.
I finally
Monday
I started the day like any other - got up, had a shower, got dressed and went downstairs with my ipod playing full blast in my ears. I put it on the table and started reading a magazine - not that I was really taking any of it in.
My mum leans over and hits pause. I pull my head phones out, I don’t know why, but straight away I started to feel angry with her; she had a strange concerned look on her face. She then went off on an ego trip about how she has always
Monday
I rang Harley on Friday. We had a long talk and I decided to take him up on his offer. I’m going to meet him tonight - I can’t wait. I’ve decided what I’m going to buy Rachel for her birthday, I feel really horrible for framing her. Maybe we can start getting on. Back to what I’m going to get her - I went in to town and got her this really pretty bracelet with matching earrings and a belly bar, I hope she likes them! I’m going to get
Monday
I don’t believe this, it’s taken a whole day to convince my parents that she stole that money, they believed the foster brat over me. Well, its ok. Now they’re talking to her. If it was the other way round they’d want me dead.
I can’t stop thinking about the argument between Rachel, that plump girl and Harley at the bus stop this morning, I didn’t hear what they were saying coz I was listening to my ipod, but I’m
Monday
Yesterday I bumped into that boy from the bus stop on the beach when I was walking Pippa. His name’s Edward, and he had his dog Bernard with him, it was the biggest dog I’ve ever seen, I never knew dogs could be that big! We got talking and somehow got on to the subject of the accident. I told him how brave he was for sticking up for himself against that other boy. We swapped email addresses. He's a really nice guy, lovely to talk to but he’s
Monday
Oh my gosh. Jermaine was at the bus stop and he doesn’t know who I am, let alone that he was the father of the baby I lost, I don’t know what to do, today’s just been such a dramatic day.
I was just listening to music on my i-Pod and suddenly I looked up and there she was lying in the road. I just wanted to help that’s all I wanted to do. Rachel (the foster brat) just pushed me out of the way like she was more important; I mean what
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