Monday After the great news on Saturday, I’m still completely confused over what I should do. I went to talk with mum about it, but she wasn’t a big help – all she told me was that I didn’t have to go if I didn’t want to. I told Jason as well… he was really excited that he might see me on Match of the Day! Dad really wants me to go, considering it’s a big opportunity and all, but I have no idea what I should do. I’d really miss Louise
… read more
Monday
Jermaine and I had a laugh talking about Friday night – we went to Liquid and got totally wasted. A good night. But - oh man! Seeing Nicole at the bus stop was the most awkward thing ever! I’ve never been dumped before - and never again! But at least that leaves my head clear to get it together with Louise. And that London club - sorry can’t say who - are interested in me, I can’t believe it! This is it, my big break! Mum isn’t really that
Tuesday
Dad and I went ‘round mum’s last night – at first, it was just us and her: then Mike walked in. She kept on trying to defend him, saying that we mustn’t do anything irrational, but the scut’s hurting her! He’s already sent her to hospital once. At first, there wasn’t really much of an argument – Mike just kept on trying to tell us to leave it alone, and that he had things to discuss with mum. So dad said he’d wait
Monday
When I got to the bus stop, there was a load of graffiti – ‘I hate my life!’ - I see where the person that wrote that is coming from, my life is pretty tomtit at the moment as well! I spoke to Jermaine and Nicole about it, they didn’t know who would’ve done it. Everyone was pretty talkative apart from that fat kid Felix - she was suspiciously quiet.
I got a call before I left that morning from the coach, saying he wanted a talk before I
Monday
All the time I was with Nicole last Friday, I couldn’t stop thinking about Louise. Jason came out of hospital yesterday and I went to help mum bring him home in a taxi. While she was organising Jase, I went down to Bluebell Ward to see Louise. She said she’s been having pains in her chest and the doctors are doing tests. She seemed kind of scared, but pleased to see me. I can’t explain it. I feel different about Louise. I never would have thought I could
Sunday
After sitting in the dugout watching my mates train, I popped round my mum's to see how she was doing. Jason was in bed pretending to be ill, but mum was convinced he really was. He kept moaning about a bellyache. He’s an attention seeker. Me and mum sat down and had a chat about Sarah (dad’s bit on the side). I told her every little conniving thing she’s done. I thought mum would have been more sympathetic, but all she said was, “try to make an
Monday
That fat kid at the bus stop had the cheek to come up to me today and ask me what happened with Louise! I was like - why are you asking me? I swear they all think I pushed her! Then that mugwump of an emo girl, Rachel joined in! Well I just told them both to shove it.
Sitting at the academy waiting to tell the physio, I didn’t know what to say. He said that I would have to lay off training for 3 weeks. When he asked how I did it I tried to make up an excuse,
Monday
Tonight Dad had to go out, so I was left with Sarah! As soon as Dad went out to a business dinner she was on my case like a fly around tomtit. She kept bugging me about the fight. She said that I’m going to get myself locked up one day, and as she walked away I heard her mumble, “the sooner the better!” I have to tell Dad about her sooner or later. Don’t know how much more of her I can take.
Wednesday
I couldn’t write last
Monday
That rich scut! Who does he think he is, accusing me of pushing that girl in the road? How could it have been me? I was stretching my calf muscles against the bus shelter, making the most of my chances to impress the pretty blonde next to me. The next thing I knew I heard screaming, and some girl from the bus stop had got hit by a green van! I ran over to help but I hadn’t a clue what to do – I’ve never seen anyone get run over before. Then that bloke
… read more
